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  • Nov. 21st, 2008 at 3:59 PM
cathie
So I'm finally figuring out how to post images from my Flickr to my LJ. I did my first Senior photo session a few weeks ago and it was a lot of fun. Looking at the pictures you never would guess that everything is now covered in snow here. At least in my area, when people think of photography, I'd like the name "Cathie" to pop into their heads. Sort of conceited perhaps, but it's a dream. But because I'm particularly proud of this session and have permission, I'm posting up some of my favorites. :-)

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Looking Back...

  • Nov. 21st, 2008 at 3:00 PM
cathie
I dated a guy back when I was in my senior year of high school for nearly a year and things were great at first, but by the end, a big disaster.  I was told I'd changed.  I'm not sure how that would be a bad thing...I joined drama and became more outgoing, but was still the same person.  But I'm not here to rehash all the details.  I think we both left the relationship genuinely hating each other.  There were a lot of lies about me...and probably both of us knowing the person who was responsible for the lies.  A shame really.  The guy was so sweet and funny in the beginning and then became a monster.  I heard all about his relationships following after me, how they ended, and that sort of thing.  I go home to visit and seriously hoped all these years that I would never bump into this guy.  And now I've heard that his wife of only 17 months passed away from complications of a biopsy.  Despite everything, I can't help but feel so bad for him.  This summer when I go home to visit, I may still avoid him if I see him...but it'll be that I'd have no idea what to say to him...I'd probably cry.  It's hard not to feel totally empathetic, and even more so when it was someone you knew so well.  Well wherever he is out there...I'm so sorry for your loss.  

Political Debate

  • Sep. 23rd, 2008 at 8:22 AM
cathie
There are just some things that have sealed my vote against McCain and Palin.  One of which being that Palin is anti-choice and doesn't give a damn about rape victims.  I can understand abortion being a bigtime political debate...but the morning after pill?? Does she even KNOW what the pill does? It just stops the release of an egg.  It doesn't ABORT anything! If you're technically fertile 3 days out of the month, and you are raped, if you're not taking that pill on the day of ovulation up to a day before...it doesn't do anything.  But then again, it wouldn't HAVE to.  These people need to seriously go back to high school and take a rudementary health class in dealing with a woman's menstruation cycle.  But this isn't even the biggest problem.  Palin doesn't CARE if a woman who is first raped, then has to deal with taking care of a kid that may result! Having to make the decision to give it up for adoption, go get an abortion, or keeping it! So...if a young teen is raped and has a baby as a result, then can't work and ends up in the system...she will be on WIC and food stamps, which I've been on WIC and I'm not against it, but it's just sticking another person out there on it.  Forcing people into low income situations.  Do they not even see this? Damnit Palin give the US a chance to make it! Why would I ever vote for someone who makes me pay for the morning after pill after a rape? The rape isn't the victim's fault! It's the rapist's! And why is the rapist out there? Because he's a sick bastard who stems from some twisted and perverse life, caused by low income life, and a mom who sells crack just to make it.  Okay not really.  But statistically speaking, criminals do stem from lower income families more frequently...not by much more frequency, however.  But still, if you look at that, wouldn't it be smarter to stop the cycle?! I can't stand Palin for this.  How dare  her make this sort of a decision for everyone out there.  If she wants to be in a position of making these sorts of decisions, she'd better wise up and pull her head out from where the sun doesn't shine, clean off those glasses of her's and open her eyes.  The world isn't one big beauty pagent..but there's a panel of voters.  And these voters aren't judging on looks.

Depression

  • Sep. 21st, 2008 at 12:47 PM
cathie
I'm not entirely sure what's going on with me today but I'm depressed.  I am not usually the type to be depressed.  I just want to cry and really over nothing.  It could've started Wednesday.  It's the only thing I can think of.  I had a meeting with my daughter's psychologist, which was fine, but then I decided to go to Target after, to get a few things.   I only intended on being in there for 5 mins.  I was going to get a couple of teddy bears to use as props, but then one thing led to another and I was in there for 20 minutes.  I had to go pick up my youngest at school.  I didn't know exactly how long it would take to get to the school from Target but I knew it was longer than 15 minutes, because it's 15 minutes from my house, and I was an additional 10 mins from there.  So I rushed.  I got to the main road, which the school was on, but it was already 11:10 and the school gets out at 11:15...there's a line painting truck.  Of course.  So I wait 5 minutes while this guy is going like...25 mph in a 50 mph zone.  The guy in front of me pulls out to pass...and stops in the on coming lane...just...stops.  With traffic coming.  I was behind him.  I was ticked.  So I had to get back in line.  When it was clear on-coming, I passed.  I pull back in, and there's on coming traffic, and this truck in front of me stops and the guy gets out...I had to stop.  There was no where for me to go.  He comes over to my window, and starts berrating me! Threatening me with calling the state police.  I was UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT IN A PASSING ZONE.  (this was a city worker with the paint truck).  At this point I was loosing it.  I half yell at the guy that my 3 year old is getting out of school RIGHT NOW and I have to get there.  He told me to get back in line and stay there and he'd only hold me up 3 or 4 more minutes.  It was 6.  I was 10 minutes LATE in picking her up.  I've NEVER been late in picking up one of my kids.  Yes, it was my fault for going to Target, but WTF?!? This guy had no right! I ended up forgetting about ballet that day because I was so flustered.  So my daughter didn't go.  Thursday and Friday weren't bad.  But I think the feeling still is bothering me about that day.  Then yesterday.  I had a photoshoot to do.  My husband had to SLEEP so he couldn't watch the girls.  He was working a midnight shift, and got home at 6:30AM...and was doing it again that night (last night).  But he couldn't get up 2 hours early so I could go do this without them.  So I took them with me.  The shoot...went...horrible.  My kids were everywhere, distracting the little girl I was taking pictures of, getting soaked in the water fountain, running off to the bathroom without permission (my kids are 3 and 5), climbing into my light tent, messing with props, and egging the girl on to play the kazoo...which I hadn't planned on giving until after but my kids took them from my basket.  I was so distracted! She wouldn't smile.  She wouldn't do any poses because she wanted to play with my kids.  I did get a few good pictures, but I felt horrible about everything.  The mom didn't mind.  I did.  And to make matters worse...my light tent...is bent.  It won't stand up, won't fold down.  I don't know what I'm going to do.  $100 down the drain.  I'm seriously just trying not to sit here sobbing or something.  I don't want to handle my kids today but HAVE TO because again...my husband is sleeping.  I just want to go up to my room and lay on the bed and let someone else step in because I can't handle their bickering, or their mess making.  I have 3 laundry baskets of laundry and they were perfectly sorted.  The girls had them dumped out so I went and picked up everything and sorted it by darks, lights, and jeans, last night.  Yeah...they DUMPED THEM AGAIN.  Today isn't a good day.  I really need a break.  Big time.

Opening for Business

  • Jul. 2nd, 2008 at 1:26 PM
cathie
Okay so technically for legal purposes my photography, CMR Photography, is still considered a hobby.  I don't have any licenses, but will once I gain more experience.  I do have my tax number and all that jazz though.  Aaaaanyway....the great thing about my service is that I can go anywhere, take the pictures, upload them, and customers can view them online within 24 hours and make purchases, which are shipped directly to their home.  So I can go visit my parents in Michigan, or my in-laws in Florida...be in a playground with my kids and camera, and the opportunity comes up.  The customer and I exchange information, I snap away, go back to my computer, upload, and even if I'm back in NY, they get their images.  Generally speaking I wouldn't do that unless it was someone I know.  There's no risk to the customer.  I don't charge a session fee.  So if they don't like them...they let me know they're not interested, and I delete.  My prices are good too.  I'm not out to price gouge customers so the prints are pretty cheap, like $3.50 to $6.29 for the standard sizes (3x5 to 8x10).  And there are 3 packages to choose from, as well as tons of gifts.  I don't have a professional camera yet, but I plan on getting a digital SLR this summer, however the images come out great! I'm adding images from a recent photo shoot. 

5.1 Earthquake around 11:30 AM EST in China

  • May. 12th, 2008 at 12:39 PM
cathie
I'm not saying I told you so...but that feeling had clung to me, and truth be told, it still is, but not as bad.  But at about 11:30 AM EST another quake hit the same place that was a 5.1.  And I still thing there's more to come, though perhaps not as bad.

7.8 Earthquake hits China

  • May. 12th, 2008 at 7:36 AM
cathie
Last night between 9:30 PM EST and 10PM EST I was hit by a nauseating tense feeling that, to be honest, hasn't stopped.  I woke with it, which has never happened before.  At 2:28 PM May 12 in China, which has 5 time zones there but in the city it hit equates to 2:28 AM EST May 12th, approximately 5 hours after my weird feeling, a magnitude 7.8 earthquake bashed the city and area around Chonqing, China.  Here is a link to the Fox News Story:  http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,355036,00.html  Because I've rarely documented this sort of thing happening before it happens, and I still have that queasy feeling, I'm calling it out.  There'll be another.  I sat on the US Geological Survey website last night for about an hour and a half, thinking it was going to be an earthquake.  This isn't the first earthquake I predicted.  Good luck to those people in China...you're all in my thoughts and prayers.  

SparkPeople.com

  • May. 7th, 2008 at 11:32 PM
cathie
Okay, I never thought I'd be interested in cardio and stuff...but I'm having a great time and losing weight! I'm doing the fitness boot camp twice a week on tues and thurs, and then on top of that, I'm going to Spark People! Check it out!! Look me up, I'm CATHIE111

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Frustration

  • Apr. 5th, 2008 at 3:43 PM
cathie
I'm not worried, but I'm frustrated.  Late in March someone hacked into my paypal and used it to purchase in-game currency for some game.  now, it was caught, and I was refunded, but I had to go through and completely shut down my paypal account.  Now, it turned out that my credit card that was linked to it and they grabbed that as well.  So they were using it and wracked up a ton of purchases out of Canada, online, from places like smut sites.  Yay.  So now that's been canceled and refunded, and we'll need new cards.  It's all taken care of...but irritating.  Ugh!

Pirates of the Indian Ocean?

  • Apr. 4th, 2008 at 1:59 PM
cathie
There comes a news article that catches my attention from time to time and today's headlines from Fox News was that a French Luxury Yacht was seized by Pirates off of Somalia.  Needless to say we're not talking Captain jack here...if we were I'd be seriously wishing I were on board that yacht.  Ehem.  Anyway, Fox News says, "Attackers stormed aboard "Le Ponant," a 260-foot long luxury motor yacht that can carry up to 60 passengers, as it returned without passengers from the Seychelles, in the Indian Ocean, toward the Mediterranean Sea, said officials with French maritime transport company CMA-CGM."  The article went on to comment about how more than two dozen ships had been seized by pirates off of Somalia last year.  Those are some busy pirates.  
cathie
Most people these days, are thankfully becoming aware of the fact that you can purchase Energy Star products when making major appliances, and that they will save you money in the long run, as well as help reduce the amount of energy you use.  This is good for the environment.  That's all good, but I don't have $300 to go out right now and buy a new dishwasher to replace a non-energy star dishwasher that's running just fine.  I'm sure most people are the same way.  So it doesn't really make sense to pay much attention to these products, when you're not planning to buy one for 5+ years.  What about a cordless telephone though? That'd be a fairly non-expensive switch.  Cordless telephones? Yep.  AT&T, GE, Panasonic, Uniden, and VTECH are all brands that sell Energy Star rated phones.  We have 3 cordless phones but keep only 2 plugged in to charge.  The GE 2.4 GHz Cordless Phone  Is right about $20 each for a non-answering machine unit.  And with voice mail these days, who needs an answering machine? $20! Cheap fix you guys! And great for your pocket for energy use, as well as the environment.  (If this comes out bold, I don't know what happened...I just pasted and can't fix it).  Another for about the same price is the VTECH 2.4 GHz Cordless Phone.  So you have options! 2.4 GHz offers better protection for security.  If you go with a 5.8 you get better sound quality, which is what we have.  Those are more expensive, around $50 give or take, for each handset.  But be sure when you check, they have the energy start logo!!!

Mario Badescu Silver Powder

  • Mar. 31st, 2008 at 4:20 PM
cathie
I've got this slight issue.  I inherited bad skin.  While for the most part I've finally got everything under control until specific times of the month...ehem...I have another issue with my skin that just drives me insane.  I've got blackheads.  Lots of them.  My nose is the worst and has been since I was a teenager.  So I've been searching.  I've tried Joey New York products and they don't work.  Clinique doesn't work.  I could list off tons of stuff.  To make matters worse, I'm allergic to Benzyl peroxide.  So I hear about Mario Badescu.  I bought some of their buffering lotion to use for cystic acne and it worked.  So I decided to try their Silver Powder...drum roll...I'm about to remove the paste that has dried on my nose.  I'll give my results incase anyone is curious.

Okay so...I don't see any results.  I did read in many other people's remarks that you should use it with the biore pore strips.  I did notice that the black  heads came out really easy if I tried to remove them, so the strips will likely pull a bunch out.  I'm going to get some and try it again at the end of the week, with the strips, and will see about using a pore clarifying lotion or gel or something.  a side note, the powder didn't sting, stink, or burn or anything.  No irritation noted.  It did, however, feel like someone had their finger between my eyes...and I hate that feeling. 

When it rains...

  • Feb. 28th, 2008 at 9:29 AM
cathie
So we did the whole trying to force Claudia to sleep in her own bed thing that I spoke about in other posts.  Still working on it but then the tooth thing happened and Claudia's been on antibiotics for almost a week.  I decided it best to let her sleep with me to get the most amount of sleep for her while fighting off an infection.  Time will be up tomorrow night.  I'm not looking forward to it.  To make things worse...the little one now is coming down sick! Katelyn has something going on in her lungs.  I've never dealt with croup before but it sounded like it last night.  She's only 3 so it's still possible for her to get it, or it could be bronchitis.  I was SUPPOSED to go to do my fitness evaluation this morning but no way am I sticking a sick kid in their child watch.  So i got her an appointment for today at 2:15PM.  Sound familiar? Creepy coincidence.  That was the time Claudia had to go in for her tooth x-rays and stuff.  I swear I feel like I'm living at doctor's offices and dental offices.  I'm so tired.  Not yesterday morning, but the morning before, I had this great opportunity to FINALLY catch up on some sleep.  Claudia threw a fit and wouldn't let me.  She wouldn't let her dad get her breakfast.  This has never been a problem before.  So that night, what happens? My husband gets a call from work to see if he'd work for yesterday! And at first he says no, but then adds "only if you guys get desperate."  Which of course they did.  So I didn't get to sleep in yesterday, but had to dig my way out of the house just to get the mail...there was about 10 inches of snow! All of that of course came after Claudia was up all night complaining about an itchy foot.  o.O  Yeah I don't know.  So tack that lack of sleep onto it all.  And then last night Katelyn was up coughing.  :-(  I call dibs on the next day off's morning to sleep!

Joining Fitness Bootcamp part 2

  • Feb. 25th, 2008 at 12:39 PM
cathie
Okay! Tonight I start! Wish me luck.  I'll be attending the Iron Butterfly Health Club doing a series of strength training and metabolism building workouts, twice a week.  I'm really excited, because I find myself constantly thinking "Oh, it's raining, I'll just go tomorrow" and with this, while I do have an opportunity to go "tomorrow" I will have a person on my phone going "where the hell are you!?" if I don't.  It's pricey but not if you figure you get a personal trainer and nutritionist on your team.  :-)

Claudia's going to the Dentist

  • Feb. 21st, 2008 at 12:19 PM
cathie
Claudia had weight gain issues as a toddler and so for a long time was on either pediasure or carnation instant breakfast.  Unfortunately, both have tons of sugar.  And double that with having a pacifier until 3 years old and you've got a recipe for cavities.  The dentist wasn't shocked or surprised in the least.  They were filled in August 2007.  Now, at age 5, she's having tooth pain.  :(  Her bottom right back tooth is hurting her.  She complained about it on Tuesday a little bit but it wasn't anything serious.  Then yesterday, all day, it was hit or miss...last night was another story.  I got about 2 hours of sleep.  She cried off and on all night long.  I tried orajel.  I've been giving her motrin every 6-7 hours and tylenol 2 hours after the motrin.  The nurse at her doctor's office says I'm doing everything right but unfortunately, it's all that can be done.  She has a dentist appointment today, and we'll be leaving in about an hour but she's begging me to go now.  I don't know if it's her 6 year molars coming in, or if she has some tooth problem in one of the teeth she had filled.  All I know is that she's miserable...I'm miserable because she is.  I really hope there's nothing bad wrong.  If it's not her teeth, we'll get her ears checked.  *sigh*  

Dragon's Lineage

  • Feb. 20th, 2008 at 11:19 PM
cathie
Hey everyone, though only a few actually read this.  Maybe this will be an incentive to read it more? :-)  Heh.  Okay so, I've written this story called Dragon's Lineage.  I'm still working on it.  I started it November 2006 for NaNoWriMo, and killed my hand.  I'd only gotten up to 30k words.  However...I'm at about 53,000 words now.  And I'm still going.  I'm going to post a part of the first section on this post...it's too big for all of it.  But, if you get hooked or would like to read more, I'll be posting the next 2 sections, one at a time every couple of days (to give time between).  If you don't want to wait, or read it on here, just go to http://catherinerainwater.com.  Eventually that will be my home page, and under stories you'll find links to various ones but until then, this is what I've got.  Without further ado, Dragon's Lineage: Part 1 Taliessa & Umaga.  Please excuse the formatting issues of copy paste.
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DRAGON’S LINEAGE

By

Catherine M. Rainwater

 

 

I. TALIESSA & UMAGA

January 1, 1331

 

 

 

            Taliessa stretches out, and her scales shimmer in the light that encroaches through the clouds, into her lair upon the highest mountain peak in Seixuso.   It was cold all the time here this high up but she and her kind never minded such things.  Taliessa had lived in this lair, watching over the Elven community of the dragon lord Io, far below in the holy temple, for over one hundred years.  She knew the legend of Spyridon, the celestial dragon who had been entrapped within the planet thus named after her.  However, did she believe it? Perhaps, though she couldn’t make up her mind about the whole thing.  Crawling over the precious metals that lined her lair, she reaches a wall with many deep grooves and a luster that sparked when hit by the sunlight.  Lifting her paw, her claws dig at the wall, leaving a pile of silvery chunks and powder on the floor below, which she promptly eats.  She curled into a nice cold corner, grooming herself, thinking over the story of Spyridon. 

The legend of Spyridon is a story that every dragon knows. It is more than a fable, it is something instinctively known, though told by parent to child. Part of dragon tradition. For the most part, it is only the dragons that know this story, for few tell the secrets.

Before the planet Spyridon existed, back when dragons were big enough to eat the stars themselves and fly through space, Io had only a select number of dragons that served him, and one was named Spyridon. Spyridon was gluttonous and when she was told many times to eat fewer stars, she disobeyed. One day, Io, god of the dragons, and some say god of the gods, caught her eating more than she needed and told her she was to be punished. He thought on it and decided to imprison her within a planet. Spyridon cried and begged of him not to, for who would watch her 3 children? And so Io said he would keep them near her at all times. Spyridon cried and wept and when she was imprisoned within the planet, her tears filled the oceans.  Io, keeping his promise, made her 3 young children into the moons that would orbit her.  They were Cristos and Amaros, her two sons, and Delphi, her only daughter which she so revered. 

From the magic of her tears, onto the lands of the planet then called Spyridon, came dragons and elves. The dragons were smaller than the massive ones Io had at his side, and smaller than the dragons of the world we know. They were roughly the size of horses. And the elves were of tan skin and red hair, not the fair skin or dark skin of the elves known of this world today. The elves befriended the dragons and they lived together in peace and cooperation, some groups splitting off to worship gods other than Io, who had seen fit to bestow their gifts upon the creatures of Spyridon’s tears. But one of the goddesses who came along with it was Lolth, evil and dark in her ways, enslaving and murderous. And so the divide of elves began and the wars began, tearing the Elven race apart. Io decided to put upon the planet, humans. They would help the light seeking elves drive those who worshiped the spider queen, Lolth, underground. And with Lolth’s power and corruption, their hair became platinum, and their skin became dark gray, and they became known as Drow.

Rejoicing in their victory of banishing them, the story of Spyridon was not passed on to the humans, and it was not a legend often told by the elves, for they then had their own legends to tell. The dragons did not fully trust the humans, and pleaded with Io to help them, for they felt the humans would eventually betray them. So Io blessed the dragons, and each hatchling that came ever after for many years was bigger than the previous, more cunning, and then one day had wings, for they had  not before. They became what we would know as the modern dragon today. Other races would come to Spyridon, and some would go. The elves and the dragons began to change in their habitats, creating sub races that we know today. The legend of Spyridon remained part of Dragon lore, passed down from generation to generation. 

Taliessa considers her mother’s words to her about harboring the story close to her.  She decides she will tell her oldest child, Lishala, the story at the hatching of her own first child.  Lishala lives in her own small lair with her mate (off and on), south of Seixuso, and has two eggs awaiting hatching in her rookery, due to hatch sometime in June of the year 1331.  Lishala, a priestess, often traveled into Seixuso to the temple there to worship and was told that her children were prophesized as twins who would both become clerics, a priest and priestess of Io.  Worshipers dared not travel to the mountain top lair to give worship to the upcoming twins, for Lishala would chase them away, fearing thieves in her horde.  Taliessa knew though that she would be allowed and prepared for the flight, stretching and licking the dew from the pine trees outside the entrance to her home. 

As she gazes towards the north, towards Kio, she can see the mountain peak she knows quite well, where a Mist Dragon by the name of Umaga lives.  Thinking of Umaga brought a small swirl of mist from her nose and she snorts at the snow on the ground beneath her, whipping up a billow of the dry fluffy January snow.  A new year donning today, she wondered if she would see her long-time friend, Nightwing, the angel of night.  He’d come to her as a child and when her mother was teaching her to fly, he would take her out for extra practice.  She grew up knowing him, and thought of him as a brother of sorts, or even a father.  However, Nightwing thought of her differently.  He was jealous of Taliessa’s fondness of Umaga, and envied him for being a dragon.  In desperation he sought out the help of a sorceress, hoping that there was something he could use at will to change himself into a dragon.  The sorceress had told him to kill Umaga, which would lock away his dragon spirit at death into an orb.  Nightwing was then told he’d be able to take the orb and use it to change forms.  When Umaga had left the sorceress, she took an artifact ring to Umaga and left it as an offering as so many of the villagers he protected did.  The ring was cursed to do exactly as the sorceress said that the orb would do, but she had tricked Nightwing, who would never know that it was in fact a ring he was after.

Taliessa decides as she stands there at the mouth of her mountain, to not wait any longer for Nightwing.  Knowing nothing of where he is today, she leaps down, running upon the clouds as though they are ground, until a clearing is found, and dives through it, heading north towards Kio.  It’s a short flight, perhaps 20 minutes, and then she dives down, to the snowbound earth below, landing in the mountains there beside a pool of water and a waterfall.  She smiles at the waterfall and stands there for quite some time, laying down a while to rest in the sun.  The sound of the water trickling instead of roaring is the only thing that tells her that she isn’t alone.  Umaga comes out from his lair behind the falls and curls up against her, stretching out like a cat and then rolls over playfully, flopping his legs over her back with a stream of mist issuing from his nose.  Giving a laugh, she rolls over to her back to look up at the morning sky and he lays his head across her scaled chest.

“Good morning Umaga.  Have you seen Nightwing yet this morning flying about?”  Taliessa asked to Umaga as he chortled a little when her tail reaches up to scratch behind his ear.

“No.  I never really see him anyway.  He likes you too much you know.”  Umaga teased, nipping playfully at her chin.

Dragons were supposed to only associate themselves with those of their own sub-species.  Cloud Dragons with Cloud Dragons, and Mist Dragons with Mist Dragons, it was the same with all, red, black, gold, silver, it made no difference.  Their love was kept secret in this little water pool and behind the falls.  They each mated with their own types but their hearts belonged to each other. 

“Do you think so?” Taliessa stood and stretched, rubbing herself against the rocky walls to relieve and itch.

“You’re trying to make me jealous.  It won’t work.  I know you too well for that.”  He laid there and watched as she pretended to make sure the area carried her scent to ward off any other female dragons. 

She laughed and walked back over to him, returning a few nips to his neck and then nuzzled his nose with her own.

“I’m going to see Lishala and check on my grandchildren.  I’d like to stop by and make sure she isn’t going insane up there by herself.  The villagers are terrified of her.”  Taliessa sat, grooming herself as she spoke.

“Give her my blessings.  Speaking of which, I received a ring today as an offering.  I’ve received gold before but never jewels like this.  I’m wearing it now, though in my human form.  I will show it to you tonight, if you decide you’re lonely enough to spend your free time keeping me company.”  Umaga smirked as Taliessa chortled and chuckled.

“All right, I’ll come straight back here tonight.  I’m afraid though to leave my lair so undefended for so long.”

“You need a mate living with you.  Or better yet, to move in with a mate.”  He playfully tackles her while grinning.  She trumpets a laugh and bites gently at his neck.  “But really, Tali, there’s no way anyone can get up there.  I’m sure it will be safe.”

“You know how it is…but I know you are right.”  She rolls him off of her and shakes herself off, moving towards a south facing cliff.  “I should go.  The sooner I get there, the sooner I can come back here.” Giving a smile, she nuzzles him again and then spreads her wings, jumping off the cliff to fly south.

The trip isn’t anything special, as she flies down past her own lair, circling once and then continues on to a lair south of Seixuso.  Landing outside the cave she bellows to let Lishala know she has arrived and is greeted fondly by Lishala, giving a purr, and they nuzzle, rubbing sides before going inside.  Lishala takes her mother to the rookery which is coated in ice, and frost, cold to the point of freezing.  Cloud Dragons need cold, not heat, to hatch their young.  Lishala lies down in the rookery, shuffling snow around and Taliessa joins her.

“You’ve been to see Umaga, haven’t you?” Lishala points out in a lightly accusing tone to her mother.

“Aye, what does it matter? Umaga is my friend.” Taliessa watches her daughter carefully.

“You know what the Great Council will think if they find out.”

“I don’t care what they think, to be honest.  We have done nothing wrong.”  Taliessa stands and walks over to the two silvery rainbow colored eggs, turning them over and they wiggle.  She chortles and nuzzles them both. 

“Mother, I know how you feel for him, but shouldn’t you just find a Cloud Dragon mate to stay with you? Perhaps my father?”

“But I don’t love him.  I love Umaga.  We will do nothing against the Great Council rules, but they cannot say who I can and cannot associate with.”

Lishala stands and stretches, sticking her tongue out to feel the temperature of the room.  After a few moments, she inhales deeply and then releases an icy blast of frost over the eggs, cooling the room more and the eggs as well. 

“Umaga refuses to take a mate, either.”  Taliessa adds to their conversation.

“Good for Umaga, but you’re a female.  It’s not safe for you to be by yourself all the time as you are.  What if red dragons came and attacked you?”

“If anything were happening where I live, Umaga would know it, and he would come to my aid.  Nightwing, too, comes around and would protect me.  Umaga has asked me to join him anyway.”

“You can’t do that.  And by the way, Nightwing is infatuated with you.  You need to be careful of him.  I know he is an angel, but I don’t trust him.” 

“Neither does Umaga trust him, but I’ve known Nightwing my whole life, and he is an angel after all.”  She nuzzles her daughter again.  “I should go.  I think there is a blizzard coming.  I will come back to see you in a few days.”

“Alright, but be careful.  It was good seeing you.  You should come more often.” Lishala nuzzles her mother back and lies down again to watch over her precious treasure.

 “I will be and I will come again.  Goodbye.”  Taliessa leaves Lishala’s rookery a little annoyed though she tries not to show it.

She knows Lishala meant well, but it was always the same thing from everyone.  “Don’t be seen with Umaga.”  “Don’t get caught with Umaga.”  “You shouldn’t be alone in your lair.”  “Find a lair mate.”  She didn’t want a lair mate, she wanted Umaga, and for everyone else to mind their own business.  This wasn’t the way of the dragons, though.  It was not right to mate with a dragon of a different species; the hatchlings would be monstrous, and destroyed.

As she stuck her muzzle out onto the ledge of the lair, she could see the hazy appearance that fine snow gives when it fills the sky.  Sticking her tongue out, she catches some of the snow, tasting it to see what it can tell her.  Indeed a snowstorm was on its way.  It would perhaps be a blizzard, for the clouds looked thick with the powder.  She gazes down to the valley below full of fir trees and watches as the deep green branches become less visible.  It would take her nearly 45 minutes to fly home.  And while the cold did not bother her, at the altitudes she flew in, there would be some terrible winds.  This snow wouldn’t affect her in the least, as she flies above the cloud cover whenever possible.  Her scales bristle slightly in the wind, and her mane of white hair, blows around.  The texture of her hair is more like fur and won’t snarl.  She shakes her head, freeing the collected snow from her lashes and muzzle.  Spreading her wings, she steps forward off of the cliff, her claws gripping at the rocky surface as she shoves off hard with her back feet, jetting forward and down at first.  With the normal microburst winds that come up the side of the cliff in such weather, she is caught and uses it to her advantage to lift herself higher up towards the clouds above. 

It doesn’t take her long before she breaks through the clouds, trailing them behind her in a line from her tail.  Again, she shakes her head off, shaking the cloud mist from her mane.  Her front paws, covered in fur, knead at the air somewhat, as she settles into a glide.  She loved the feeling of soaring up here, though she feels the winds, and has to battle them to stay aloft.  Her trip home is rough and slightly turbulent but she manages to get there safely, and the blizzard was settling in over the land.  Unable to see Umaga’s lair from her own with the storm, she leaves her lair and carefully makes her way in its direction. 

The sound of the waterfall lets her know she’s approaching it, as she nears, dipping down towards the landing.  The snow was heavy and thick upon the ground, cushioning her rough decent onto the rocky surface.  Giving a bellow, she enters the cave without waiting for Umaga to greet her outside.  Within, the richly kept lair is a welcome sight and smell as she crawls towards the awaiting Umaga who has lifted his head, watching her enter the lair.  

“You are cold…and wet.” He kidded.

“There’s a blizzard.  Have you not looked outside the last hour?” She nuzzles against him though she has no need for warmth.

“You flew here in a blizzard? You shouldn’t have come; flying in that even for you is dangerous.”

“I know, but I didn’t want to be alone tonight and you did invite me after all.”  She purrs, curling over onto her back. 

“I want to hold you.  Let’s change.”  Umaga stood, smiling down at Taliessa.

With a nod of her head, Taliessa and Umaga both begin to shrink.  Their scales smooth over, turning a pale cream color, soft to the touch.  Their forms change into those of humans with lightly pointed ears, not quite human and not quite Elven.  Umaga’s hair darkens into a red, while Taliessa’s darkens into a teal ocean blue.  Umaga sits down then beside her and pulls her over to him, lying upon the cold metal littered floor, just holding each other.  As dragons they couldn’t hold much with their arms as they were, and their soft human-like skin was softer this way.  They aren’t by dragon law, allowed to be mates, but they share a few kisses, listening to the barrage of the waterfall.  Umaga speaks of his own children, mostly sons.  And Taliessa tells Umaga of her hopes for Donneshay, her own son, and her two daughters Lishala and Marguerite. 

Marguerite, who had taken two mates and made her lair in the clouds over the northernmost continent, has four children, and three eggs nesting currently.  She was the third to hatch.  Lishala had been first, and Donneshay had been second to hatch.  Marguerite, however, was angry with her mother.  And Donneshay felt the same way.  They couldn’t understand why their mother wouldn’t allow her season-time mate live with her in her lair.  Or why she refused to mate again with him.  They knew their mother harbored feelings for a Mist Dragon, however, and this was forbidden by the Council.  Taliessa rarely visited them.  Donneshay had three mates, and traveled between their lairs, each with two eggs in their rookeries located out in the west, in Shareem.  So neither Donneshay nor Marguerite was close enough for a quick trip as she did with Lishala. 

As they lay there watching the shadows form the torches lining the walls, cast upon the ceiling of the lair, words of the great wyrms in the council come to them, about abominations that would spring forth from the unions between different species, which must be destroyed.  The heralding of an evil time when Red Dragons would mate with Gold Dragons, creating a hybrid of immense power, who is evil.  Let one and you let them all.  Taliessa curled against him, feeling the heat of his body against her own cold skin and wondered to herself what a hybrid Mist Dragon and Cloud Dragon would be like…if it would even be possible, since they were so different.  She knew it probably would be possible, but what would the end result be? Maybe if they left Seixuso they could find out.  No.  She had to watch over Seixuso, and he had to watch over Kio.  And then there was Lishala who Taliessa needed to tell the histories to. 

Umaga was having the same thoughts as he drapes his arm around her, kissing at her neck.  He loved the scent of Taliessa’s human form as much as her normal form.  There is a metallic musk that dragons carry from sleeping upon coins, mixed with their own smell.  Some Cloud Dragons nested in the clouds, and smelled of rain.  Taliessa chose a standard lair, though above the cloud level.  Umaga smiles as Taliessa rolls over in his arms and gives him a kiss, returning his smile.

 

 

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The sound of metal against metal rings up the mountainside as they sleep still intertwined with each other.  It is softened by the sound of the water churning in the small water pool outside the lair.  Taliessa wakes with a start, sitting upright and turns to Umaga, shaking him gently. 

“Umaga…something is wrong, we must see.  Wake up.”  Taliessa manages to awaken him and he sits up, and then stands, his skin taking on the appearance of wearing a silk brocade robe.  He reaches down to pull her up.

“Change to your normal form and fly home.  Check your lair.  Don’t go near those sounds.”  Umaga pressures her to leave and fly to safety.

Taliessa does as he says, changing, and flying back to her lair.  Below, she can see the village of Kio in flames, and a mob of people scrambling with each other.  She couldn’t tell who was who amongst them and didn’t know if it was villager against villager. 

 

Umaga stays in his human form, and steps out of his lair upon hearing footfall outside.  He thought it might be a villager coming to seek refuge or help, which he was preparing to offer.  The moment he clears the waterfall, a set of hands, powerful hands, shove at him, slamming him into the wall.  He reels as the wind is knocked out of him, and feels the blow to his jaw connect.  Someone from the battle below had come to pick a fight perhaps.

 

Taliessa’s things being in order, she leaves her lair to come back to Umaga’s lair, wanting to help in any way that she can.  As she flies over the village, she notices that those in strange uniforms all stop in fear at the sight of her.  They weren’t used to seeing a dragon.  And they weren’t from the village of Kio.  She grabs to of the men swinging their swords at villagers bearing rakes, or pitchforks, flying them up and lets them fall from high up in the sky.  Using her frost breath, she extinguishes the fires burning on homes full of trapped people. 

 

Umaga swings back after the initial hit to the face, landing his own hits at the attackers face, and realizes her knows this being.  It’s Nightwing! Nightwing pulls a short sword from within its sheath, swinging it at Umaga, who is unarmed.  Unable to block with anything, he puts his arm up to prevent the sword from hitting his head as he stumbles back into the pool of water after slipping on a patch of ice.  The searing pain to his arm is apparent immediately.  The lack of a hand is not as quickly noticed.  Umaga shifts his form to his dragon form, in agony, his blood hitting the icy water and steaming. 

 

Taliessa hears Umaga’s voice scream out when his hand was cut off, and immediately turns her attention towards his lair, speeding towards it as fast as she can.  The smell of Umaga’s blood is noticed first as she reaches the lair’s cliff, just in time to see Nightwing and Umaga fighting, and Nightwing’s blade slicing in through Umaga’s side towards his heart.  Umaga bellows out, his body turning to steam at first, but the damage was done, and he cannot hold the form of steam as his body reforms, falling like lead to the cold water.  He lays his head down on the shore of the pond, eyes fixed upon Taliessa who watches in horror, changing into her human form to lift Umaga’s human form hand which had fallen.  Nightwing stands, unknowing of her presences, glaring at Umaga as though it had been some great prize.

Taliessa’s heart pounds in her chest, as she feels the whipping winds breach over the cliffs on which they stand.  Small ice pellets hit her face, cutting small gouges into her cheek as the hail hits her fresh soft skin.  Her love laying there looks so helpless that she just wants to scream out to him, but she doesn’t.  She must remain quiet as she watches, careful not to make a sound.

“Now she can be mine, for you see, I can take your form.”  Nightwing laughs as he kicks at the dying dragon’s injured front leg. 

Umaga trumpets a growl that loosens rock, which falls down the cascading slopes of the mountain ledge.  The air, despite being cold, is foggy with the mist issuing forth from the heat of his blood, touching the icy cold waters in which he lays.  He can feel the cold water filling his wound, his lungs becoming tighter as his air is choked off, drowning in the invading water and his own blood.  Small strings of the blood drool down from his gaping mouth, spilling over his already red beard.

The attack to his hand had loosened the gem from the ring and she plucks it from the setting, slipping it into her pocket…she knew Umaga was done for, and wanted something of his to remember him by.  Humans often kept the matrimonial rings of their dearly departed, and she figures this is about the same concept.  Frosty tears spill over her cheeks blinding her as they cling to her lashes, and she changes back into her dragon form.  Nightwing notices the sounds of something large moving behind him and turns to face Taliessa in her full out dragon form.  Behind him, Umaga closes his eyes, as Taliessa watches on.  Soft crooning sobs escape her throat as she sees him trying to move.

“Tali…go…”  The pained words issue forth as the blood spills out from his mouth and his dying breath escapes.  His body vanishes in an explosion, turning into a cloud of steam, rising up in the mist of the falls. 

Taliessa lets out a hiss, pawing at the ground as she watches Nightwing who appears to be in shock that she’d seen it.  Her heart feels as though it’s breaking in her chest, and she snarls out a roar at him, which shakes the mountain and brings him to his knees, clutching his ears.  Unable to hold herself together from crying and sobbing, she turns into a wisp of cloud and retreats to her own lair.  Landing there she feels ill at ease and as fast as she can, speeds south towards Lishala. 

Her large body slides in through the opening without voicing any warning upon her rough arrival and she sobs out her trumpet.  Lishala clamors from the rookery and finds her mother lying upon the lair floor, crying, her front paws covering her snout.  Lishala approaches her and nuzzles her in fear, wondering why she’s so upset.

“Nightwing…he killed him! I saw it with my own eyes!” Taliessa blubbered out in her split-tone voice which all dragons have; one metallic and the other human sounding.  Her figure shifted into her human form and she pulls out the gem, setting it at Lishala’s paws.  “Take this…take it and keep it.  It was his and I couldn’t bear if something of his did not survive.  It’s special, I can sense it, but I don’t know why.  Keep it…I will come for it again no matter what.  Understand what I am saying? I will come again.”

Lishala’s mood turns frantic.  Her mother was speaking of death and rebirth! She pulls the fragile human body of her mother against her cold scales with her furry paw.

“Don’t you dare! Don’t say such things!” Lishala couldn’t continue, she felt something wasn’t right.

“I must go now…he will come for me, and can sense me.  I can’t have him here.  He will kill you too if he knows you know.  Lisha, please, listen to my words…you get yourself out if he comes.  You can have another clutch but you get yourself out!”  Her form shifts as she runs towards the entrance, bounding away from her daughter as the sounds of the coins at her feet clink and clatter.

She didn’t take any time getting into the air, diving off of the cliff and round the mountain to head east.  Leading him away seems like the only logical thing to do.  There was a good red dragon that she knew of, probably the only one she ever heard of to be good, a ways to the northeast, if she could get there, perhaps he could help her. 

She could feel Nightwing’s presence as she makes her way towards Kio.  He catches up with her, though, in Taltoua and forces her to land by tackling her back.  She brings him down in a rage, flinging herself into a lake, trying to shake him loose and then climbs from it, Nightwing is still attached.  He falls off finally when she shakes the ice chunks from her mane.  The lake had been covered in a layer of ice.  Holding his hand up to her, he forces her to change into her human form using magic. 

Taliessa bellows out, which turns into a scream as she shrinks down to her knees in the field.  A series of fissures curtain the area with steam.  She sobs again; hugging her knees to her naked form as a simple chemise appears, covering her.  She was too upset to make anything elaborate to wear.  He steps over to her, crouching down before her and sets his hands upon her shoulders.

“Taliessa, I did what I was bid to do.”  He lies but narrows his eyes, sensing something.  “You carry his seeds and the council would have him, you, and the offspring destroyed.  You know that.”

Taliessa looks at him in shock.  White trails line her cheeks where her icy tears had fallen.  He had to be lying.  He had to.  She shakes her head mournfully.  She wasn’t in season; there was no way for her to have conceived if she wasn’t in season. 

“Believe me.  It is the truth, but I couldn’t kill you.  You know that.”  His hand slides up her neck to her jaw, cupping it to lift her gaze to his.  “Come with me.  Be with me.  The council will never know this ever happened.”

Taliessa watches him in pure hatred.  Listening to his words which were making her feel sick or perhaps it was the fact she would need to find a rookery today.  Her hand swings up, finding its mark upon his cheek as her anger grew within her, and her simple chemise turns into a long gown.

“How dare you speak to me in this way! You murdered him in jealousy and will be damned by the gods! You murdered him! I loved him and you murdered him!” She felt as though she were losing it again and sobs the words as she speaks.  “Be gone from my sight and I never want to see you again lest I curse you into the pits of oblivion!”  She shoves at him to get him away from her and changes her form back into that of a dragon, leaving the village of Taltoua behind, with a very stunned spectator group, watching the dragon, and a very bewildered Nightwing.  His Midnight blue wings fold down against his form, cloaking himself from his own pain.  Waiting until she was in the air, he vanished, teleporting himself to the mountains in the far south east on the peninsula near Mintle.  He knows there are Red Dragons here who would love to fight a Cloud Dragon.

Taliessa speeds towards a small group of homes with one road, in an unnamed village, just barely north east of Taltoua.  Her sorrow consumes her.  She can’t go back.  Landing a mile out of the village, fearing she will scare them, she walks the mile into town, collapsing finally at the hut bearing Io’s symbol.  It is a small temple of sorts, meant generally for private worship, and the priest steps out, lifting the collapsed girl and brings her into the hut to rouse her. 

Waking up when she feels the water splashed down onto her face, she rolls over and is sick.  The man blinks, watching this girl, as her stomach contents reach the floor, containing what appears to be platinum. 

“Oye, hey, what did you eat metal for? No wonder you’re so sick.”  He hands her a rag, and a dipper of water.

“I am a dragon, young priest of Io.  I am in desperate need of your help.”

The priest was terrified suddenly backing away, but when Taliessa sees this, she breaks down crying again, sobbing out her story to him.  She begs him not to leave her, and not to run.  She promises that she eats no meat and needs only dew and metal or rain water.  The priest finally settles himself down and introduces himself.

“I apologize Lady Dragon.” Apologizing and kneeling before her as she lays on one of the pews.  “I am Berdinad, a priest of Io as you know already.  I am at your service.”

“I need a cave or some place I can make very cold…where no one will bother…and it needs to be very large.  Is there anything of that sort here?”

“There are in the mountains, perhaps, but not here in the village.”

“That will be all right I suppose.  For now though, I think I need sleep.” Taliessa closes her eyes.  The flights on top of everything else had exhausted her. 

 

(there's more on the website...kept getting a client error: post too large message x.x)

I'm joining a fitness Bootcamp

  • Feb. 20th, 2008 at 4:58 PM
cathie
Please excuse the language but I'm getting my ass...literally...in shape.  Not sure when my start date will be but dieting isn't working for me.  Weight Watchers made me starve, which made me want to eat.  I lost 10 lbs and when I came off onto a healthy diet, I gained it right back.  I was working out at the YMCA but that wasn't doing anything for me because of the way their system is.  You can only do one set and then you need to move onto the next machine due to someone waiting.  One set of 11.  So yeah, it was fairly pointless.  This place has a personal trainer who works with you for every step of the way.  It's a 6 week program, but I can sign back up for a discounted price the next 6 weeks.  I'm pretty excited about it.  So here's looking at a weight loss goal of about 40 lbs! 

Night 7

  • Feb. 20th, 2008 at 12:45 PM
cathie
Well last night my husband had a midnight shift at work, so he left the house around 5:30 PM, and didn't get off work until 6AM.  So I got to be the only one dealing with our 5 year old.  It was hard at first because they didn't want to settle down but by 9PM she was out, and shortly after, so was her little sister.  Claudia ended up waking though quite a few times...I've lost track of counting these things and so I actually moved my laptop up there so I could continue to write.  Progress is coming along by the way of Dragon's Lineage.  I've added over 2,000 words just sporadically writing, so check it out at http://catherinerainwater.com.  But anyway, back to Claudia.  She finally admitted to me last night that she was scared of me going away.  I've never left this child with a babysitter except for 3 times, let alone left her for any odd amount of time (except when she was 21 months old, overnight for the birth of her sister, and her dad and my mom were both with her).  She never gives me ANY problems with going to school.  She loves it and has since day 1.  I don't know.  I finally went to bed around midnight but was up often until around 1 AM when I gave her half a banana because she said she was hungry.  She fell to sleep after that, but at some point in the night...she crawled out of bed, into mine, and was there until my husband got home.  He accidentally woke our youngest though and so lucky me I was up at 6:45 AM.  I never knew she had crawled into bed with me.  It's sort of frustrating.  I'm going to have to close my door to prevent it...or do I allow it? I'm more inclined to allow it but my husband isn't.  I really need to talk to him tonight about it...

Night 6

  • Feb. 18th, 2008 at 11:05 PM
cathie
Tonight is night 6 out of likely 21 or so nights of limited sleep, and a crying, whining, and tantrum throwing 5 year old who doesn't want to sleep in her own bed.  I would've thought by now that she'd be better about this but nope! She's stubborn and I find it difficult because I don't mind sharing my bed with her, but my husband does.  I hate seeing her so distressed and upset.  I've called a psychologist today and hopefully will hear from her tomorrow.  The therapy will be as much for her as it is for me.  I break down and want to cry over how badly I know she's feeling being unable to sleep in bed with me, since she's been there since 6 months old.  And I miss having her in my arms to snuggle.  My husband's family is so anti bed sharing that sometimes it's hard for me to feel like a human being.  Every opinion I give is shot down.  I'm wrong no matter what and I'm beginning to feel that way now with my husband as well.  I know my daughter better than he or anyone else does.  She and I have this bond that's more direct than my other daughter and I have.  I want what is best for her but don't know what that is when it comes to this sleeping situation.  To look at the face of your 5 year old with tears streaming down her cheeks and she's shivering because she's so upset, isn't enjoyable.  We have a surveillance camera we can watch her on (it's like having a better video baby monitor) and it truly is heart breaking.  She wakes and cries, sometimes getting up and coming over to the baby gate, sometimes just sitting there saying "Mommy help" or calling for her "daddy."  I don't want her to feel unloved.  I don't want her to feel she's being bad by yelling at her.  I mean what sort of a message is that? "You're bad for being scared" yeah real nice.  She's crying again.  Debating whether I should go up there before he does so he doesn't yell.